Watching the Plan

Funny thing about planning. You spend your youth planning what your life is going to look like. I had a plan that was gonna work. I’d meet my love get married have kids and live happily ever after. I wanted to be a stay at home mom, I ended up a stay at home cat mom. I want to say its the same but it isn’t. I loved my kitties, Smee more than life. Now all those kitties are gone. I lost most of them the first year after the divorce. Lenard kept the one with minimal health and behavioral problems. She is about 18yrs old and going blind. I lost my Ashe cat to Lenards new life. He wanted me to come clip her nails while they were living together with her child. Lenard made sure we didn’t have or adopt any kids. He didn’t even want to have my niece and her son visit for a week and now he’s living with the new gal and her kid. I told him flat out. I’m not watching that.